Kissing skills

[Sustacel250]

I believe I first came in contact with inceldom when I was 9 or 10.

At that time, the big thing to do was kissing girls. I have never kissed a girl by the way. By age 11, most normies emboldened by new (at the time dating ideology was new) mating practices started to enforce the performance of "soft sex skils". Like, rubbing genitals, kissing, mimicry of mainstream media displays of eroticism...

Of the many sexual skills to have, kissing was considered the most important. Foids at that age rated boys for how well they were able to kiss. Things like bad smell, bat breathe, bad teeth, bad technique were punished. Foids talked about these things daily, rating boys for how well they were able to give them kisses. Needless to say, they caused tremendous psychological pressures, anxieties, 2 suicides in my friend circles, boys were removed from civilization for their inability to conform to such high sexual demands at such a young age. I always found these selective practices far more cruel than ancient greek people asking boys to fight vs raging bulls or wolves to prove themselves. If I died in an ancient greek theatre against a bull or a lion I would have considered it fair. But put me against women and normie sexual selection and I will fail and remain here 20 years later asking myself how is it even possible to overcome this shitlife.

I had at the time no idea how to even learn it. The so called "kissing skills". No woman taught you, nobody taught you. It was simply assumed you had to know how to. The best idea I had to train myself was to purchase a sexdoll and practice on my own. But, even if I did it, no woman was willing to gimme a chance anyway.

Also, women rotated around 2 or 3 people that had the reputation. How do you build a reputation in the normie circles if they dont let you in? To answer these questions I had to wait 10 years, until I started to get heavily into psychology reading online PDFs, and I was in university. Only then I was finally able to pierce normies... But I had no chance when I was 10.

Talking about my sexual life at age 10 also has another unintended effect. This is more "meta", not strictly related to the present discussion. What happened to me is I was banned on discord and called pedophile. Just for recollecting memories of my own life when I was 10. So since I was victim of sexualization, victim of abuses against children, victim of normies who ruined my childhood, I get to be blamed for it?? Honestly, fuck you normies. They ruined my life. At the very least let me talk about it freely. I need free psycho therapy on the internet minimum.