One of the highest peaks of feeling inferiority in my life due to my scumbag pajeet heritage

[SonOfElliotRodger]

I have always hated my scumbag pajeet heritage and I especially hated it when I was 21 when my family acting like fucking faggots when they had no right to consistently started to bother me in being in one of those shitty low life motherfucking arranged marriages. Arranged marriage are total and complete motherfucking bullshit. Total and complete shitty ass piece of dog shit traditions.

In case you guys are wondering fucking arranged marriages are no fucking cure for inceldom. I can tell you that right now. Quite often people who are in an arranged marriage don't even want it or they are fucking forced to be a part of it against their fucking will. In my case I did not allow that to fucking happen nor will I ever allow that to fucking happen. For six fucking years they tried to force me to be a part of that shit but each fucking time I responded with the utmost anger, hatred and began cussing out that shitty ass backwards tradition. I will not be a part of any arranged marriage bullshit and that is fucking it! Pajeet foids are no fucking cure for inceldom they are just as bad as fucking Western foids. I literally see no fucking difference in pajeet foids and fucking western foids. Being that I am incel I am quite often forced to do things against my will and it has been like this most of my fucking life but I did not allow this to fucking happen.

Pajeet weddings are horrible and shitty as fuck. A lot of fucking paneers just go there for free shitty ass disgusting food. Bro that shit is disgusting as fuck. It is real fucking shit food. Yet for some reasons fucking pajeets act so fucking uncivilized when it's to eat a fucking weddings. They gang up on each other and storm to where the food is like complete uncivilized fucking animals like they haven't eaten anything in over a fucking decade. Uncivilized barbarians act like complete fucking animals like fucking dogs fighting over a piece of fucking meat. Even the fucking rich act like this. Rich fucking paneers are way too fucking cheap tp spend their fucking money on actual good food like at five star restaurants instead they gang up on each other just like everyone else when its time to eat. Rich paneers are even bigger scumbag low life cocksucking motherfuckers than middle class and poor pajeets. Rich be living like fucking bums. Pieces of dog shit.

Let's not forget the shitty ass loud music at fucking paneer weddings. punk ass motherfuckers really like playing that shit at each fucking wedding. that shit felt like it made my eardrums burst that's how fucking loud it was.

Let's not forget the fucking gender segregation in pajeet culture which prevalent anywhere fucking pajeets are. fucking cucks making it difficult to find romantic and sexual relations the right fucking way. Dicks and fucking assholes pajeets are.

Pajeet weddings are shitty in almost every aspect.

Meanwhile I had a Ching friend here in the U.S. and when I found out his parents were ok with him dating Western foids and his brother was marrying a Western foid it made my fucking blood boil and filled me with complete jealousy and envy. This is the part that made feel like a really inferior piece of shit when I compared my fucking retarded ass backwards degenerate paneer culture to his East Asian culture. His parents were okay with both him and his brother marrying Western foids and they threw an actual real wedding and a big one with his Ching family and this White foids family all attending. Everyone laughing, singing dancing and having a good time. I looked at their wedding photos on the internet and was extremely envious and felt so fucking inferior on what I fucking saw. This White foid later went to fucking China with this fucking Ching and they had a second fucking wedding celebration there.

Just compare that to my fucking pajeet culture. Big difference.

My friend and his brother had the abilities of a Chad even though they were both fucking nerds.

All I could do was drown in feelings of inferiority and envy as I watched this happen.