Some wounds never heal

[Stupid Clown]

A few years ago, an e girl led me on for almost an entire year. I grew very close unfortunately. I genuinely thought she was attracted to me. She continued to lead me on for a bit after I revealed my face, and then she suddenly blocked me and leaked all my messages. The pain I felt from this has never disappeared. I still think about it. It was such a painful and humiliating experience. I felt some amount of love, and then, humiliation, pain, anger.
Ofc, I understand my feelings were driven by sexual desire, but that pain cuts me like a knife mentally every day.

I can never be normal. The negative reinforcement combined with these horrible memories has transformed me into a hateful man.

[Tovarishcel]

very sad brother
sorry you felt this pain... this is why we cant trust them

she probably living her life now never realizing how much pain she brought and probably to many other men too

[Pour_Lui]

The girl I feel in love when I was 12 dated the boy I hated the most(he mogged me), it was a bit like Severus Snape and James Potter. Since that happened I never liked a girl ever again.

[IBG]

I can identify with that fully. I've had women who pitied or pretended they were my friend to my face, but then talk about me behind my back. And when I would call out their BS, they would gaslight me. I should have just had some self-worth at the time, block them and never speak to them again.

I know who they are and where they live now. If I was the twisted, subhuman monster they thought I was, I would have taken my vengeance by now. But by the grace of mercy that they do not deserve, I haven't. I would not cry though, if I read about their entire family dying in a fire.

[General Alek]

That's what happens to people like us

That's the deal we get

But it doesn't happen to chad of course

[SonOfElliotRodger]

Apparently the sad truth is the phrase "time heals all wounds" does not work in every dimension