Jestermaxxing for the Christian foid I wanted to marry

[SonOfElliotRodger]

I met this Christian foid from on campus ministry at the college I attended. I was living away from home of course. Her and I were and maybe still are platonic friends. Though I am hearing less and less from her as time goes on.

The most notable time when I jestermaxxed for her was a little over two years ago. One of our friends was having a party at his house and after the weekly Friday meeting everyone decided on what to bring to the party. We all split up and went to buy stuff for the party. I decided to go with her to a local grocery store and buy snacks for the party. She drove us to a local supermarket, we bought snacks, I offered to pay because she drove. I know silly me you guys probably think I was acting like a cuck but I just wanted to enjoy quality time with a foid something I rarely get to do. I told her to say hi and wave to the video camera. We were being recorded at the checkout lane. I said it jokingly but she said hi and waved. Afterwards we got into her car and drove to our friends house. She parked her car in a part of the neighborhood where it was difficult to find and she parallel parked crookedly. She decided to leave the party early but came back because she couldn't find her car. We initially thought of separately going home by ourselves but that changed when she came back lost and could not find her car. I was using the bathroom at my friends house. When I got out another friend ours said that I have a visitor. She asked me if I could help her find her car. I immediately jumped at the offer of spending more time with her. The two of us spent hours wandering around in a downtown part of a ghetto ass area in a city that does not really have the best reputation. She was so thankful that I helped her find her car. I took time off from the party to help her find her car that she lost. She forgot where she parked it. She also told me she felt safe walking with me. She would rather walk with me in that neighborhood than be by herself. It was a freezing cold November night and it was after midnight. We eventually found her car and she dropped me off back home and that night I asked her for her number and she gave it to me.

She still texts me from time to time but it appears as though she forgot about our platonic friendship or is starting to forget it as I am hearing less and less from. The thought of us marrying and eloping actually appears to be a delusion now as I am fading into the background.

Though I still think of that night and jerk off to it. I jerk off to her too almost every night.

[guest]

Fucking Fakecel i never got any experience

[SonOfElliotRodger]

Fucking Fakecel i never got any experience

Good one bro! Lol!

I have only been able to jestermaxx on a few occasions. With most foids I don't even make it into jestermaxx territory

[Sustacel250]

Be careful with tulpamaxing. You can find the foid you want, she may show up one day at your door. It can literally happen.

You gotta be super careful with these desires about foids. Because what if you get what you want?