So two days ago, I started a new job at a store that sells alternative medicine and energy healing products. After a whole year of being NEET I was finally able to secure some form of employment but at the same time I am not sure how long I will last here as I have a habit of getting fired from jobs. I have been from almost every job I got.
The store itself is not officially open for business yet because it has yet to pass inspection but myself and a few other store associates were called in the other to help arrange merchandise for display and equip the store for for business. I should here sometime next week if the inspection was passed and its open for business.
I myself am happy that I have a reason to get out of the house more. From time to time I cope with taking the bus to different parts of where I live and going on long walks in those neighborhoods. I go to parks and sit down on benches and sometimes look into this really big river by those parks. I sometimes stand there or sit on bench with the wind blowing in my face. Its a really cool feeling. It feels like I am in the music video "Heaven Sent" by Gabriel Light. If anyone knows who that is. Even though I am from the U.S. I listen to music that originated in Europe. Whenever I go out I eat out. I usually get a burger and fries. Quite often I go to Wendy's and get a double bacnonater with baconater fries other times I eat at bars and diners. I am usually by myself as I don't have any girl with me. Neither romantic nor platonic.
Going back to my job, the other day I met this girl there who was semi attractive and she shook my hand and gave me a really firm handshake. I know this doesn't mean anything but it felt so hot I felt aroused and I have been masturbating for two nights in a row thinking of her and that hot handshake she gave me. She's another employee at the store.
In fact as I was typing this I began to feel a little horny just thinking of her and that handshake she gave me.
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you must be very young
to be chronically unemployed
and sexually immature
do not let the years slip by
love is small-minded
it does not justify squandering time
to be chronically unemployed
and sexually immature
do not let the years slip by
love is small-minded
it does not justify squandering time
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I am 29 years young and I have not been employed at any job for longer than a month for eight years nowCyberSchizo wrote: 18 Oct 2025, 13:00 you must be very young
to be chronically unemployed
and sexually immature
do not let the years slip by
love is small-minded
it does not justify squandering time
this is the life of an Incel while Chad's are born with a silver spoon in their mouth and are much more likely to be sleeping around with Stacies even if their NEET. A NEET Chad is much more likely to experience love than a NEET Incel
though you are right love is small minded and should not justify squandering time but when you've lacked it your whole life and see other people hooking up and sleeping around you feel like your starving while everyone else is going to bed eating Filet Mignon
oh the horror the horror the gut wrenching horror of this clown world
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I like the sound of that tight feminine handshake
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She shook your hand like a vagina shakes a penis
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SonOfElliotRodger wrote: 18 Oct 2025, 11:16 So two days ago, I started a new job at a store that sells alternative medicine and energy healing products. After a whole year of being NEET I was finally able to secure some form of employment but at the same time I am not sure how long I will last here as I have a habit of getting fired from jobs. I have been from almost every job I got.
The store itself is not officially open for business yet because it has yet to pass inspection but myself and a few other store associates were called in the other to help arrange merchandise for display and equip the store for for business. I should here sometime next week if the inspection was passed and its open for business.
I myself am happy that I have a reason to get out of the house more. From time to time I cope with taking the bus to different parts of where I live and going on long walks in those neighborhoods. I go to parks and sit down on benches and sometimes look into this really big river by those parks. I sometimes stand there or sit on bench with the wind blowing in my face. Its a really cool feeling. It feels like I am in the music video "Heaven Sent" by Gabriel Light. If anyone knows who that is. Even though I am from the U.S. I listen to music that originated in Europe. Whenever I go out I eat out. I usually get a burger and fries. Quite often I go to Wendy's and get a double bacnonater with baconater fries other times I eat at bars and diners. I am usually by myself as I don't have any girl with me. Neither romantic nor platonic.
Going back to my job, the other day I met this girl there who was semi attractive and she shook my hand and gave me a really firm handshake. I know this doesn't mean anything but it felt so hot I felt aroused and I have been masturbating for two nights in a row thinking of her and that hot handshake she gave me. She's another employee at the store.
In fact as I was typing this I began to feel a little horny just thinking of her and that handshake she gave me.
I bet she had washed her hands with tons of pink soap
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That's a good way to describe it. Its one of the closest things I've experienced that remotely resembles sex. I could feel myself being instantly turned on.
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some teenage jezebelSonOfElliotRodger wrote: 19 Oct 2025, 19:01 I am 29 years young and I have not been employed at any job for longer than a month for eight years now
this is the life of an Incel while Chad's are born with a silver spoon in their mouth and are much more likely to be sleeping around with Stacies even if their NEET. A NEET Chad is much more likely to experience love than a NEET Incel
though you are right love is small minded and should not justify squandering time but when you've lacked it your whole life and see other people hooking up and sleeping around you feel like your starving while everyone else is going to bed eating Filet Mignon
oh the horror the horror the gut wrenching horror of this clown world
every boy's lost dream
dancing in sparkling twilight
sexual innocence at its cresendo
why would we want this?
we who are no longer human
neither are we ghouls
one beyond the whole
that is who I am
who are you?
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Her hands felt soft and she gripped my hand tight so probably. In fact I think she probably showers using pink dove soap.General Alek wrote: 20 Oct 2025, 01:32SonOfElliotRodger wrote: 18 Oct 2025, 11:16 So two days ago, I started a new job at a store that sells alternative medicine and energy healing products. After a whole year of being NEET I was finally able to secure some form of employment but at the same time I am not sure how long I will last here as I have a habit of getting fired from jobs. I have been from almost every job I got.
The store itself is not officially open for business yet because it has yet to pass inspection but myself and a few other store associates were called in the other to help arrange merchandise for display and equip the store for for business. I should here sometime next week if the inspection was passed and its open for business.
I myself am happy that I have a reason to get out of the house more. From time to time I cope with taking the bus to different parts of where I live and going on long walks in those neighborhoods. I go to parks and sit down on benches and sometimes look into this really big river by those parks. I sometimes stand there or sit on bench with the wind blowing in my face. Its a really cool feeling. It feels like I am in the music video "Heaven Sent" by Gabriel Light. If anyone knows who that is. Even though I am from the U.S. I listen to music that originated in Europe. Whenever I go out I eat out. I usually get a burger and fries. Quite often I go to Wendy's and get a double bacnonater with baconater fries other times I eat at bars and diners. I am usually by myself as I don't have any girl with me. Neither romantic nor platonic.
Going back to my job, the other day I met this girl there who was semi attractive and she shook my hand and gave me a really firm handshake. I know this doesn't mean anything but it felt so hot I felt aroused and I have been masturbating for two nights in a row thinking of her and that hot handshake she gave me. She's another employee at the store.
In fact as I was typing this I began to feel a little horny just thinking of her and that handshake she gave me.
I bet she had washed her hands with tons of pink soap
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It was tight, feminine and hot.
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For I am a lost soul and a lost cause in this world of horror and pain.CyberSchizo wrote: 20 Oct 2025, 18:53some teenage jezebelSonOfElliotRodger wrote: 19 Oct 2025, 19:01 I am 29 years young and I have not been employed at any job for longer than a month for eight years now
this is the life of an Incel while Chad's are born with a silver spoon in their mouth and are much more likely to be sleeping around with Stacies even if their NEET. A NEET Chad is much more likely to experience love than a NEET Incel
though you are right love is small minded and should not justify squandering time but when you've lacked it your whole life and see other people hooking up and sleeping around you feel like your starving while everyone else is going to bed eating Filet Mignon
oh the horror the horror the gut wrenching horror of this clown world
every boy's lost dream
dancing in sparkling twilight
sexual innocence at its cresendo
why would we want this?
we who are no longer human
neither are we ghouls
one beyond the whole
that is who I am
who are you?
I feel sexually rejected and sexually repressed by certain societal elements that have been working against me.
For I roam the Earth endlessly and aimlessly with no sense of direction nor purpose.
I do not feel human rather a vampire who has lost course, motive and direction from the moment of conception.
Humanity is gone it has left planet earth a long time ago and I do not see it ever returning.
For we will remain among the soulless creatures who roam this planet and try to devour us as we live our existence
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the soul roams with joy tooSonOfElliotRodger wrote: 20 Oct 2025, 19:05For I am a lost soul and a lost cause in this world of horror and pain.CyberSchizo wrote: 20 Oct 2025, 18:53some teenage jezebelSonOfElliotRodger wrote: 19 Oct 2025, 19:01 I am 29 years young and I have not been employed at any job for longer than a month for eight years now
this is the life of an Incel while Chad's are born with a silver spoon in their mouth and are much more likely to be sleeping around with Stacies even if their NEET. A NEET Chad is much more likely to experience love than a NEET Incel
though you are right love is small minded and should not justify squandering time but when you've lacked it your whole life and see other people hooking up and sleeping around you feel like your starving while everyone else is going to bed eating Filet Mignon
oh the horror the horror the gut wrenching horror of this clown world
every boy's lost dream
dancing in sparkling twilight
sexual innocence at its cresendo
why would we want this?
we who are no longer human
neither are we ghouls
one beyond the whole
that is who I am
who are you?
I feel sexually rejected and sexually repressed by certain societal elements that have been working against me.
For I roam the Earth endlessly and aimlessly with no sense of direction nor purpose.
I do not feel human rather a vampire who has lost course, motive and direction from the moment of conception.
Humanity is gone it has left planet earth a long time ago and I do not see it ever returning.
For we will remain among the soulless creatures who roam this planet and try to devour us as we live our existence
it lives and it dies
it wilts and it blooms
perishable is the soul
vampires and ghouls no longer frighten humans
humans frighten humans
monsters hiding in mortal flesh
the flesh rots and melts away
beneath it dwells nothingness
our liberator
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The cycle of reincarnation is a curse bestowed upon the wandering soulsCyberSchizo wrote: 20 Oct 2025, 19:30the soul roams with joy tooSonOfElliotRodger wrote: 20 Oct 2025, 19:05For I am a lost soul and a lost cause in this world of horror and pain.CyberSchizo wrote: 20 Oct 2025, 18:53
some teenage jezebel
every boy's lost dream
dancing in sparkling twilight
sexual innocence at its cresendo
why would we want this?
we who are no longer human
neither are we ghouls
one beyond the whole
that is who I am
who are you?
I feel sexually rejected and sexually repressed by certain societal elements that have been working against me.
For I roam the Earth endlessly and aimlessly with no sense of direction nor purpose.
I do not feel human rather a vampire who has lost course, motive and direction from the moment of conception.
Humanity is gone it has left planet earth a long time ago and I do not see it ever returning.
For we will remain among the soulless creatures who roam this planet and try to devour us as we live our existence
it lives and it dies
it wilts and it blooms
perishable is the soul
vampires and ghouls no longer frighten humans
humans frighten humans
monsters hiding in mortal flesh
the flesh rots and melts away
beneath it dwells nothingness
our liberator
For we shall seek to be free from it
Instead us wandering souls should seek nirvana
only then would we feel true peace
free from the disgraceful and wretched behaviors of humanity
humans feel no fear from vampires nor ghouls as are becoming one with them
humanity has adopted their forsaken and disgraceful principles
for there is no difference between a vampire ghoul or human
we are one and the same
once the flesh rots away the monster is born again in another form
this will continue for as long as we are on planet earth
the hopes of a savior are dim and certainly do not seem promising
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SonOfElliotRodger wrote: 21 Oct 2025, 10:56The cycle of reincarnation is a curse bestowed upon the wandering soulsCyberSchizo wrote: 20 Oct 2025, 19:30the soul roams with joy tooSonOfElliotRodger wrote: 20 Oct 2025, 19:05
For I am a lost soul and a lost cause in this world of horror and pain.
I feel sexually rejected and sexually repressed by certain societal elements that have been working against me.
For I roam the Earth endlessly and aimlessly with no sense of direction nor purpose.
I do not feel human rather a vampire who has lost course, motive and direction from the moment of conception.
Humanity is gone it has left planet earth a long time ago and I do not see it ever returning.
For we will remain among the soulless creatures who roam this planet and try to devour us as we live our existence
it lives and it dies
it wilts and it blooms
perishable is the soul
vampires and ghouls no longer frighten humans
humans frighten humans
monsters hiding in mortal flesh
the flesh rots and melts away
beneath it dwells nothingness
our liberator
For we shall seek to be free from it
Instead us wandering souls should seek nirvana
only then would we feel true peace
free from the disgraceful and wretched behaviors of humanity
humans feel no fear from vampires nor ghouls as are becoming one with them
humanity has adopted their forsaken and disgraceful principles
for there is no difference between a vampire ghoul or human
we are one and the same
once the flesh rots away the monster is born again in another form
this will continue for as long as we are on planet earth
the hopes of a savior are dim and certainly do not seem promising
You are tERrific
I hope you stay with us and rise in the ranks
Autism is God
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General Alek wrote: 21 Oct 2025, 11:05SonOfElliotRodger wrote: 21 Oct 2025, 10:56This is my lifelong home nowCyberSchizo wrote: 20 Oct 2025, 19:30
the soul roams with joy too
it lives and it dies
it wilts and it blooms
perishable is the soul
vampires and ghouls no longer frighten humans
humans frighten humans
monsters hiding in mortal flesh
the flesh rots and melts away
beneath it dwells nothingness
our liberator
The cycle of reincarnation is a curse bestowed upon the wandering souls
For we shall seek to be free from it
Instead us wandering souls should seek nirvana
only then would we feel true peace
free from the disgraceful and wretched behaviors of humanity
humans feel no fear from vampires nor ghouls as are becoming one with them
humanity has adopted their forsaken and disgraceful principles
for there is no difference between a vampire ghoul or human
we are one and the same
once the flesh rots away the monster is born again in another form
this will continue for as long as we are on planet earth
the hopes of a savior are dim and certainly do not seem promising
You are tERrific
I hope you stay with us and rise in the ranks
- SonOfElliotRodger
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This is my lifelong home nowGeneral Alek wrote: 21 Oct 2025, 11:05SonOfElliotRodger wrote: 21 Oct 2025, 10:56CyberSchizo wrote: 20 Oct 2025, 19:30
the soul roams with joy too
it lives and it dies
it wilts and it blooms
perishable is the soul
vampires and ghouls no longer frighten humans
humans frighten humans
monsters hiding in mortal flesh
the flesh rots and melts away
beneath it dwells nothingness
our liberator
The cycle of reincarnation is a curse bestowed upon the wandering souls
For we shall seek to be free from it
Instead us wandering souls should seek nirvana
only then would we feel true peace
free from the disgraceful and wretched behaviors of humanity
humans feel no fear from vampires nor ghouls as are becoming one with them
humanity has adopted their forsaken and disgraceful principles
for there is no difference between a vampire ghoul or human
we are one and the same
once the flesh rots away the monster is born again in another form
this will continue for as long as we are on planet earth
the hopes of a savior are dim and certainly do not seem promising
You are tERrific
I hope you stay with us and rise in the ranks
And yes I do wish to rise in the ranks and make it to the top
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