Life is gay and pissing me off
Posted: 14 Apr 2025, 20:55
Seriously wtf is this shit.
I already spend half my waking life wagecucking for Jews and richfags and old boomer fucks who got to enjoy society before it started declining into a degenerate, decadent, post-industrial dystopian hellscape. Just so I can survive and access healthcare to treat the chronic conditions I've had since my teens. Maybe in a few DECADES I can buy a house and buy my freedom from the rat race. Though by then the vampiric kikes will have already juiced me for all my lifeblood, leaving me with a more broken body and mind than I already have.
And all I can do in the meantime is indulge in bullshit copes and consoom tasty goyslop to temporarily distract me from the drudgery and precarity of my existence. Sure vidya and drugs and anime can be fun for a while, but at some point it loses its spark and on nights like this I'm just overcome by the futility of it all.
There's no meaning to be found in society, especially for us as incels. Cant even have sex and a cute gf to cuddle with and fuck. No family or children, not that I really care about that anyway. All the media is injected with DEI woke faggot bullshit or romance so even many solitary copes are ruined. Can't relate to society. Normies irl are indifferent at best or otherwise are egotistical psychopaths making my life miserable or simply desire the transactional services I provide them as part of the wage labor apparatus. Normies online are even worse. Reddit is full of faggots and larper dipshits or straight up assholes who are full of themselves because they are stupid and privileged enough to have good lives they can enjoy without recognizing how retarded everything is..
Ultimately if you try to rebel against or change this system in any real way, glowniggers will show up and ruin your life even more and throw you in prison or kill you then and there. Or you'll be deprived of the currency necessary to exchange for a baseline level of comfort.
Nothing I build in this world will last. I'll eventually die and everything and everyone I've ever impacted will die and rot and disappear in due time. Legacy is futile.
I wish I could believe in religion and the afterlife but it just feels like cope because there's no material evidence for any of the dozens upon dozens of different religions that all claim to be the true one.
Fucking bullshit the whole lot of it.
I already spend half my waking life wagecucking for Jews and richfags and old boomer fucks who got to enjoy society before it started declining into a degenerate, decadent, post-industrial dystopian hellscape. Just so I can survive and access healthcare to treat the chronic conditions I've had since my teens. Maybe in a few DECADES I can buy a house and buy my freedom from the rat race. Though by then the vampiric kikes will have already juiced me for all my lifeblood, leaving me with a more broken body and mind than I already have.
And all I can do in the meantime is indulge in bullshit copes and consoom tasty goyslop to temporarily distract me from the drudgery and precarity of my existence. Sure vidya and drugs and anime can be fun for a while, but at some point it loses its spark and on nights like this I'm just overcome by the futility of it all.
There's no meaning to be found in society, especially for us as incels. Cant even have sex and a cute gf to cuddle with and fuck. No family or children, not that I really care about that anyway. All the media is injected with DEI woke faggot bullshit or romance so even many solitary copes are ruined. Can't relate to society. Normies irl are indifferent at best or otherwise are egotistical psychopaths making my life miserable or simply desire the transactional services I provide them as part of the wage labor apparatus. Normies online are even worse. Reddit is full of faggots and larper dipshits or straight up assholes who are full of themselves because they are stupid and privileged enough to have good lives they can enjoy without recognizing how retarded everything is..
Ultimately if you try to rebel against or change this system in any real way, glowniggers will show up and ruin your life even more and throw you in prison or kill you then and there. Or you'll be deprived of the currency necessary to exchange for a baseline level of comfort.
Nothing I build in this world will last. I'll eventually die and everything and everyone I've ever impacted will die and rot and disappear in due time. Legacy is futile.
I wish I could believe in religion and the afterlife but it just feels like cope because there's no material evidence for any of the dozens upon dozens of different religions that all claim to be the true one.
Fucking bullshit the whole lot of it.