I Hate Being A Pakistani Pajeet

[SonOfElliotRodger]

This is brutal race pill. I know I mention this a lot but I fucking hate my ethnicity.

I was born and raised in the U.S but grew up in a Pakistani Pajeet family. The concept of school and being forced to study a lot and receiving tutoring was one of the things I was forced to partake in growing up. I FUCKING HATED EVERY SECOND OF IT. I hated school and tutoring. I was never the kind of kid to enjoy learning yet I was forced to endure hours of academic torture. STUDY! STUDY! STUDY! When I wanted to watch TV, use my computer and at that time play video games. I was bothered with this for most of my childhood hating every second of it. In addition to the troubles I faced in school were mostly neglected and shunned by school administrators the endless hours of tutoring and classroom study were horrible. I had literally no desire to go to school nor learn anything. I opposed this over and over again but no one listened to me. The tutor that taught me was paid $90 an hour over the course of so many years. My father paid him so much money just to bother me and force me to do stuff I fucking hate. After this motherfucking tutor of mine got married he never spoke to my family again. He only cares about his fucking wife. My father and mother fed him on so many occasions and one time my father took him on a trip to Europe as a thanks for bothering me. After this son of a bitch got married he gave my family the finger probably "you need to find someone else to bother your son." What a selfish motherfucker this guy was. What a thankless asshole he was in addition to bothering me.

Being forced to eat shit food growing up. Growing up my food intake options were very limited due to my mother and father adhering to the concept of halal and haram which is present in fucking Pakistani culture drawing upon Islamic principles of diet intake. My experience with halal and haram has been completely negative but I respect those who have had positive experiences with it. Growing up this meant I could not eat baconators Big Macs whoopers or any burgers or anything from restaurants that did not serve halal food. This was 90 percent of restaurants in the U.S.. Instead I was force fed Pakistani food which often comprises of dishes that are vegan as fuck. Especially lentils and bread. That shit is vegan as fuck. A lot of Pakistani dishes are disgusting as fuck and because of this I was starving often for a a lot of my childhood. Being very skinny. Money was not the issue it was this shitty ass concept of halal and haram. My mother and father would finally give in at times and give me food that I could actually eat and actually enjoy. Growing up whenever I saw someone eating a Big Mac or whopper my mouth would water wanting to have some but no one ever gave me.

Growing up in a Pakistani household I felt like a complete piece of shit. I felt so inferior whenever my father would proudly tell non Pakistani people about certain concept of our heritage that are so fucking inferior. He would brag proudly like a psychotic fool . A complete psychotic fool. I felt so embarrassed by it. Here he was bragging like an idiot and here I was seething with hatred, anger, envy and lot of other emotions. The envy was towards non Pakistani people who lived decent comfortable and often luxurious lives. Yet here I was living like a complete piece of shit being forced to abide by rules and customs I hated with a burning passion. Especially going to the fucking mosque.

I hated going to mosque. I hated everything about it. I hated the people who were my people but I hated them. I hated the fucking prayer sessions. I would quite often hide by the water tower near the mosque and not speak to anyone. I quite often jokingly say to my brothers who have different views on the mosque the water tower was my only friend from there. If you guys see him there tell him I said hi.

Again no offense to anyone who likes going to mosque. If you guys like going to mosque I respect that. I am just trying to describe some of my childhood experiences which negatively impacted me.

[Sustacel250]

I didnt bond with my peers either, hated my religion as well even if my religion is probably the most permissive and best of all for an incel.

I hve read your stuff and I really hope you don hate yourself. If you went online in these racially activated circles, I hope you didnt learn anything from them. These 4chan people can go deep into your skin, I knew a jewcel 16yold who believed hes "racially inferior" and I spent some months to debrainwash him.

[Rever]

Sigh it's same to me when my parents force me to use tradition

[Interferon]

I didn't have the same problem because here in the UK almost all shops are halal, the people at the mosque are redpilled (our Imam gives lectures to parents needing to marry their kids off early) and our diet is mostly meat. I got online tuition for $6 an hour ($90 per hour for a tuition is insane).

I do envy the atheists here sometimes, because they can do whatever they want, but reality hits when your realise that you have to be a MTN at least to participate in that sexual degeneracy. So even if you were not bound by religion, you'd still be an bedrotting incel and wouldn't get nearly anything like what you see these normies getting. I hated my culture too throughout my childhood, but I think the other side sucks just as much.

[SonOfElliotRodger]

I didnt bond with my peers either, hated my religion as well even if my religion is probably the most permissive and best of all for an incel.

I hve read your stuff and I really hope you don hate yourself. If you went online in these racially activated circles, I hope you didnt learn anything from them. These 4chan people can go deep into your skin, I knew a jewcel 16yold who believed hes "racially inferior" and I spent some months to debrainwash him.

I do believe I am racially inferior everything about my ethnicity sucks.

I have been on 4hcan a few times mostly just looking at archives and trying to find archives of incel groups that were once on there. By that time 4chan as well as reddit removed all incel forums. Fucking ragepig normies.

But let's not forget the Supreme Gentleman himself felt racially inferior his famous quote was "being half Asian made me different from the normal white kids.'

Again no disrespect to any ricecels. I am just making a reference to our patron saint.

[Sustacel250]

But let's not forget the Supreme Gentleman himself felt racially inferior his famous quote was "being half Asian made me different from the normal white kids.'

Ah sorry for that. I mean, im a mixture of things as well but I was lucky I didnt feel inferiority for that. I did however suffer great sexual humiliation due to the degeneracy and was reading other comments of other people up this thread describing the effects of the degeneracy.

Maybe I just dont understand. But for my situation basically I was the only white in a place full of browns. Brown school basically. I only had 1 indian friend (displaced incel like me), and one chinese (his mom was a journalist escaped for political asylum). The ricecel friend was brutalized the most, they called him names and was super brutal. Asian people really get fucked the hardest. Instead in a multiracial setting I think I did good. I mean I did better than others. Blacks also do pretty good. Whites and blacks tend to be able at least to defend vs aggressors. Asians are fucked.

[SonOfElliotRodger]

I didn't have the same problem because here in the UK almost all shops are halal, the people at the mosque are redpilled (our Imam gives lectures to parents needing to marry their kids off early) and our diet is mostly meat. I got online tuition for $6 an hour ($90 per hour for a tuition is insane).

I do envy the atheists here sometimes, because they can do whatever they want, but reality hits when your realise that you have to be a MTN at least to participate in that sexual degeneracy. So even if you were not bound by religion, you'd still be an bedrotting incel and wouldn't get nearly anything like what you see these normies getting. I hated my culture too throughout my childhood, but I think the other side sucks just as much.

I know the other side is just as bad and I too have come to that realization as there were times in my life where I was able to escape the restraints of cultural and religious restrictions but even then normies and chads got all the sexual degeneracy and I was as usual standing out there in the rain all by myself with girl by my side to sleep with me or take care of me.

But at least in those times where I was not bound by cultural restraints I could whatever I wanted and I did. I ate so many burgers from all different types of fast food restaurants as well as casual dining and fine dining restaurants. Never had to worry if someone is going to force me to prayer or force me to fast. Never had to worry about listening to any religious figures hypocritical bullshit. I got to enjoy my life by watching tv, using the Internet and at times going out by myself of course to places I actually wanted to visit with what little funds I had. So in some ways at least the absence of restraints made it somewhat better. I forgot to mention I even experimented with other religions after being an atheist for a decade. That was really fun. I really enjoyed it.

What ethnic muslim background are you from?

It sounds based on what you are telling me about the UK that people there seem somewhat more predispositioned or familiar with these types of customs?

[SonOfElliotRodger]

But let's not forget the Supreme Gentleman himself felt racially inferior his famous quote was "being half Asian made me different from the normal white kids.'

Ah sorry for that. I mean, im a mixture of things as well but I was lucky I didnt feel inferiority for that. I did however suffer great sexual humiliation due to the degeneracy and was reading other comments of other people up this thread describing the effects of the degeneracy.

Maybe I just dont understand. But for my situation basically I was the only white in a place full of browns. Brown school basically. I only had 1 indian friend (displaced incel like me), and one chinese (his mom was a journalist escaped for political asylum). The ricecel friend was brutalized the most, they called him names and was super brutal. Asian people really get fucked the hardest. Instead in a multiracial setting I think I did good. I mean I did better than others. Blacks also do pretty good. Whites and blacks tend to be able at least to defend vs aggressors. Asians are fucked.

There is no need to apologize bro. I think it might be difficult for a non ethnic incel to understand the racepill. As an ethniccel I have just always felt my ethnicity always made things worse for me in almost every dimension conceivable.