That one time I could have ascended with my High School crush. I missed the chance.

[Devoteecel]

vWhen I was 16 in High School, there was this beautiful dyed-blonde girl on my class. She had a face like Starlight from The Boys, and pretty much an attractive smile. I was the one in my class who had the best grades on Math and Physics, and my classmates knew that because the teachers would show the grades of everyone. Well, this girl who was my crush, had some interest on me. She would smile at me often in a certain way no other foid has ever done it. Once, she asked me to pass her the Physics homework and I did, and I remember that time she complimented me by telling me she wanted to hug me(I never got hugged) because I was "blonde", even though I have dark hair, yes I may be lightskinned, but she was whiter than me, she's what we call "whitexican" here in Mexico, so these compliments from her seemed odd to me, but at the same time I liked her compliments.

This girl wasn't doing well in Physics, and was scared of failing the subject, so she asked me to help her on the Physics exam, and it was easy to cheat since the exams were online for some reason. I helped her on her exam, and I managed to get her a good grade, even though it was hard helping her because the exams were different for each student, and I was more focused on doing my exam than doing hers, but I managed to help her under stress. She also once again asked me for help on the Math exam and I did.When the results of the exams came, she thanked me for helping her on her exam, and came to my desk to talk to me. I don't remember exactly how the conversation went, but she asked me about my grades, and then some friend of hers made a weird question asking me if this girl was my girlfriend, I said no, but she said yes, idk if she said it seriously or in joke, but I think I could have had a chance here if I had flirted with her, I didn't and just ended the conversation.

I started having strong feelings for her, I even had wet dreams about her, and she continued asking me for help on her exams until the end of High School. I never dared to flirt with her because I was shy, and I had also seen her hanging out with some Chad friends she had, so I assumed she was already with someone else, I never dared to find out. This was before I knew about the Blackpill or any term about inceldom. If I had known back then about incels, I would have probably flirted with her when she showed some interest for me in order to avoid getting blackpilled. This has been the only chance for me to have a girlfriend ever shown to me, and I missed it because I became nervous around her. Idk if she really found me attractive, but whatever attraction she had for me, no other foid has shown it to me, and that's why I'm an incel. This was 2 and a half years ago, I'm about to be 19 in a few months.

[General Alek]

Ive had close calls like that as well

Makes it all the more brutal

[General Alek]

You mog me for understanding physics

[Vincent]

why would you help without getting anything. that is simping.

[Vincent]

VH911, how is it not simping? HOW THE FUCK IS IT NOT SIMPING?

[VH911]

VH911, how is it not simping? HOW THE FUCK IS IT NOT SIMPING?

it depends. if it is not abuse and he can't know better because of his age then i dont call it simping.

[Vincent]

VH911, how is it not simping? HOW THE FUCK IS IT NOT SIMPING?

it depends. if it is not abuse and he can't know better because of his age then i dont call it simping.

HE LITERALLY GOT NOTHING YOU FUCKING DOWN SYNDROME! NOTHING! And helped her all the time cheating, providing his sheet etc. AND HE GOT NOTHING! Fucking SIMP!

[General Alek]

VH911, how is it not simping? HOW THE FUCK IS IT NOT SIMPING?

it depends. if it is not abuse and he can't know better because of his age then i dont call it simping.

HE LITERALLY GOT NOTHING YOU FUCKING DOWN SYNDROME! NOTHING! And helped her all the time cheating, providing his sheet etc. AND HE GOT NOTHING! Fucking SIMP!

Cry about it

[Devoteecel]

why would you help without getting anything. that is simping.

I didn't know about the Redpill nor the Blackpill back then. I was bluepilled.

[Tovarishcel]

vWhen I was 16 in High School, there was this beautiful dyed-blonde girl on my class. She had a face like Starlight from The Boys, and pretty much an attractive smile. I was the one in my class who had the best grades on Math and Physics, and my classmates knew that because the teachers would show the grades of everyone. Well, this girl who was my crush, had some interest on me. She would smile at me often in a certain way no other foid has ever done it. Once, she asked me to pass her the Physics homework and I did, and I remember that time she complimented me by telling me she wanted to hug me(I never got hugged) because I was "blonde", even though I have dark hair, yes I may be lightskinned, but she was whiter than me, she's what we call "whitexican" here in Mexico, so these compliments from her seemed odd to me, but at the same time I liked her compliments.

This girl wasn't doing well in Physics, and was scared of failing the subject, so she asked me to help her on the Physics exam, and it was easy to cheat since the exams were online for some reason. I helped her on her exam, and I managed to get her a good grade, even though it was hard helping her because the exams were different for each student, and I was more focused on doing my exam than doing hers, but I managed to help her under stress. She also once again asked me for help on the Math exam and I did.When the results of the exams came, she thanked me for helping her on her exam, and came to my desk to talk to me. I don't remember exactly how the conversation went, but she asked me about my grades, and then some friend of hers made a weird question asking me if this girl was my girlfriend, I said no, but she said yes, idk if she said it seriously or in joke, but I think I could have had a chance here if I had flirted with her, I didn't and just ended the conversation.

I started having strong feelings for her, I even had wet dreams about her, and she continued asking me for help on her exams until the end of High School. I never dared to flirt with her because I was shy, and I had also seen her hanging out with some Chad friends she had, so I assumed she was already with someone else, I never dared to find out. This was before I knew about the Blackpill or any term about inceldom. If I had known back then about incels, I would have probably flirted with her when she showed some interest for me in order to avoid getting blackpilled. This has been the only chance for me to have a girlfriend ever shown to me, and I missed it because I became nervous around her. Idk if she really found me attractive, but whatever attraction she had for me, no other foid has shown it to me, and that's why I'm an incel. This was 2 and a half years ago, I'm about to be 19 in a few months.

you never talked to her again since that time she made that "joke"? or she tried to talk you after that?

i know you said this was 2.5 years just trying to get to bottom of story

[KingDavid]

vWhen I was 16 in High School, there was this beautiful dyed-blonde girl on my class. She had a face like Starlight from The Boys, and pretty much an attractive smile. I was the one in my class who had the best grades on Math and Physics, and my classmates knew that because the teachers would show the grades of everyone. Well, this girl who was my crush, had some interest on me. She would smile at me often in a certain way no other foid has ever done it. Once, she asked me to pass her the Physics homework and I did, and I remember that time she complimented me by telling me she wanted to hug me(I never got hugged) because I was "blonde", even though I have dark hair, yes I may be lightskinned, but she was whiter than me, she's what we call "whitexican" here in Mexico, so these compliments from her seemed odd to me, but at the same time I liked her compliments.

This girl wasn't doing well in Physics, and was scared of failing the subject, so she asked me to help her on the Physics exam, and it was easy to cheat since the exams were online for some reason. I helped her on her exam, and I managed to get her a good grade, even though it was hard helping her because the exams were different for each student, and I was more focused on doing my exam than doing hers, but I managed to help her under stress. She also once again asked me for help on the Math exam and I did.When the results of the exams came, she thanked me for helping her on her exam, and came to my desk to talk to me. I don't remember exactly how the conversation went, but she asked me about my grades, and then some friend of hers made a weird question asking me if this girl was my girlfriend, I said no, but she said yes, idk if she said it seriously or in joke, but I think I could have had a chance here if I had flirted with her, I didn't and just ended the conversation.

I started having strong feelings for her, I even had wet dreams about her, and she continued asking me for help on her exams until the end of High School. I never dared to flirt with her because I was shy, and I had also seen her hanging out with some Chad friends she had, so I assumed she was already with someone else, I never dared to find out. This was before I knew about the Blackpill or any term about inceldom. If I had known back then about incels, I would have probably flirted with her when she showed some interest for me in order to avoid getting blackpilled. This has been the only chance for me to have a girlfriend ever shown to me, and I missed it because I became nervous around her. Idk if she really found me attractive, but whatever attraction she had for me, no other foid has shown it to me, and that's why I'm an incel. This was 2 and a half years ago, I'm about to be 19 in a few months.

TL;DR. Based off the title alone. ACTIVATE SUICIDE!. Fuck the aliens, fuck the matrix. This world is a fake and gay simulation on bro. It’s controlled by Lucifer himself.

[KingDavid]

vWhen I was 16 in High School, there was this beautiful dyed-blonde girl on my class. She had a face like Starlight from The Boys, and pretty much an attractive smile. I was the one in my class who had the best grades on Math and Physics, and my classmates knew that because the teachers would show the grades of everyone. Well, this girl who was my crush, had some interest on me. She would smile at me often in a certain way no other foid has ever done it. Once, she asked me to pass her the Physics homework and I did, and I remember that time she complimented me by telling me she wanted to hug me(I never got hugged) because I was "blonde", even though I have dark hair, yes I may be lightskinned, but she was whiter than me, she's what we call "whitexican" here in Mexico, so these compliments from her seemed odd to me, but at the same time I liked her compliments.

This girl wasn't doing well in Physics, and was scared of failing the subject, so she asked me to help her on the Physics exam, and it was easy to cheat since the exams were online for some reason. I helped her on her exam, and I managed to get her a good grade, even though it was hard helping her because the exams were different for each student, and I was more focused on doing my exam than doing hers, but I managed to help her under stress. She also once again asked me for help on the Math exam and I did.When the results of the exams came, she thanked me for helping her on her exam, and came to my desk to talk to me. I don't remember exactly how the conversation went, but she asked me about my grades, and then some friend of hers made a weird question asking me if this girl was my girlfriend, I said no, but she said yes, idk if she said it seriously or in joke, but I think I could have had a chance here if I had flirted with her, I didn't and just ended the conversation.

I started having strong feelings for her, I even had wet dreams about her, and she continued asking me for help on her exams until the end of High School. I never dared to flirt with her because I was shy, and I had also seen her hanging out with some Chad friends she had, so I assumed she was already with someone else, I never dared to find out. This was before I knew about the Blackpill or any term about inceldom. If I had known back then about incels, I would have probably flirted with her when she showed some interest for me in order to avoid getting blackpilled. This has been the only chance for me to have a girlfriend ever shown to me, and I missed it because I became nervous around her. Idk if she really found me attractive, but whatever attraction she had for me, no other foid has shown it to me, and that's why I'm an incel. This was 2 and a half years ago, I'm about to be 19 in a few months.

I relate to this the first sentence.And it causes me tremendous pain. Fuck the Cia and the Satan worshippers. And Satan and his other minions. It’s their fucking fault I’m an incel with no wife and no pussy. May all the forces responsible for me being incel burn in fucking goddamn hellfire for eternity where they belong. Piece of shit worthless cockroaches…

[KingDavid]

vWhen I was 16 in High School, there was this beautiful dyed-blonde girl on my class. She had a face like Starlight from The Boys, and pretty much an attractive smile. I was the one in my class who had the best grades on Math and Physics, and my classmates knew that because the teachers would show the grades of everyone. Well, this girl who was my crush, had some interest on me. She would smile at me often in a certain way no other foid has ever done it. Once, she asked me to pass her the Physics homework and I did, and I remember that time she complimented me by telling me she wanted to hug me(I never got hugged) because I was "blonde", even though I have dark hair, yes I may be lightskinned, but she was whiter than me, she's what we call "whitexican" here in Mexico, so these compliments from her seemed odd to me, but at the same time I liked her compliments.

This girl wasn't doing well in Physics, and was scared of failing the subject, so she asked me to help her on the Physics exam, and it was easy to cheat since the exams were online for some reason. I helped her on her exam, and I managed to get her a good grade, even though it was hard helping her because the exams were different for each student, and I was more focused on doing my exam than doing hers, but I managed to help her under stress. She also once again asked me for help on the Math exam and I did.When the results of the exams came, she thanked me for helping her on her exam, and came to my desk to talk to me. I don't remember exactly how the conversation went, but she asked me about my grades, and then some friend of hers made a weird question asking me if this girl was my girlfriend, I said no, but she said yes, idk if she said it seriously or in joke, but I think I could have had a chance here if I had flirted with her, I didn't and just ended the conversation.

I started having strong feelings for her, I even had wet dreams about her, and she continued asking me for help on her exams until the end of High School. I never dared to flirt with her because I was shy, and I had also seen her hanging out with some Chad friends she had, so I assumed she was already with someone else, I never dared to find out. This was before I knew about the Blackpill or any term about inceldom. If I had known back then about incels, I would have probably flirted with her when she showed some interest for me in order to avoid getting blackpilled. This has been the only chance for me to have a girlfriend ever shown to me, and I missed it because I became nervous around her. Idk if she really found me attractive, but whatever attraction she had for me, no other foid has shown it to me, and that's why I'm an incel. This was 2 and a half years ago, I'm about to be 19 in a few months.

I’m not even reading your article bruh shit too painful to read. I can tell you this. 100% of marriages are controlled and arraigned by the government. If you don’t get pussy it’s by design. The powerful forces that be don’t want you getting pussy cause you’re an opposition to the satanic world system.

[KingDavid]

This is my problem with this fake and gay artificial simulation world that Satan controls. You mess up your chance to get a wife when you’re a fucking juvenile minor in high school? Your fucking brain prefrontal cortex doesn’t finish developing until you’re 26 years old? And when you’re an adult you have zero more opportunities to meet a wife? WTF!!! What gay pedophile Satan worshipping faggots are controlling this shithole goddamn simulation!?!?!?!?