International Brotherhood of Men

I sometimes listen to Gabriel Light and Edward Maya - two artists from Europe - I am from the U.S. but I enjoy their music. I use it as a cope.

Sometimes when I am by the river I feel as if I am in this music video with me standing by the water and watching the waves hit the shore and with the wind blowing in my face.

I sometimes go to parks that are by the river and just stand and/or sit there and stare into the river watching the water and birds go by. By myself of course rotting in my incel loneliness and isolation without a girlfriend