I'm honestly done with my life

[Chud]

For the past 4 months i"ve been struggling with my mental health.Suffering from a depressive episode caused by my bipolar disorder.It feels like i'm in a DOOM level where i have no weapons and the demons keep attacking me and causing me harm.I see no point in doing the same stuff over and over again becuse emotionally and mentally i'm dead.My copes are still there and i do them mechanically but there"s no joy or happiness.I hope that one day i get to ascend and be a normal guy but i doubt that it will ever happen.

[Araujo]

Do you really hope to become part of the group that did all this to you?

[VH911]

Do you really hope to become part of the group that did all this to you?

How big is your iq

[Sustacel250]

Im really sorry to hear that but since im on a forum I cannot really help you. You should try to seek help from your local services if available. If you live in africa, I dont know youre just screwed. But if youre in EU im sure theres some job placement agencies and some mental health services offered.