International Brotherhood of Men

Its like my copes have stopped working. I get wasted and feel nothing. Fapping has no appeal anymore. I wage slave and go through the day without feeling anything. Its like nothing means anything. I don't feel anything just numb. I'm not going to rope I fought too hard to stay alive when I was sick, but at least then I had a fight to fight. I'm not mad or depressed, just completely neutral. Maybe I need some sort of happy pill, but then i think that wouldn't really be me.

I feel like that right now have been feeling like this like a week.