Coomer last stage

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Yesterday i masturbated so much to premium porn that I feel like i will never need masturbation again. One time I found the perfect blowjob video, and I watched it over and over, and I never masturbated anything else related to that category.

It seems like I am encountering the ouroboros, the consumerism if pushed too hard can consume itself. Porn is an artificial manufactured amplification of desires already existing in the human. Since I amplified these desires a lot, I turned inward and I stopped desiring real experiences, stopped going to prostitutes. I became coomer meme.

The serpent of ouroboros coomerism started to devour itself. Maya (the internet) is all a world of appearances, and if you chase "the perfect porn video" one day you will find it, cracking the illusion forever. Thats what I found yesterday, a porn video that made me coom a ton of semen. Today I didnt want to coom.

I wonder if I reached coomer last stage or what. maybe Ihave to do even more evolution.