I wil train my kid to kill me

[Sustacel250]

Basically theres a thing in my family. We from my family tend to become dumb the more we age. So my mom asked me to bullet her head when it happens.

When we become dumb, we can last 10 more years, for instance my grandma lasted until reached age 104 and she was supremely retarded and evil in the last final years.

I can only imagine what I will become. Think of all the accumulated incel hatred. I act cool but I have a volcano in my incel body, made of repressed emotions and humiliation and lifelong bullying and mogging I received. At times I schizo out and its just the surface level of my incel volcano. When I will become old, all these bad experiences in life will resurface, I will become a sack of shit.

Even people who love me will not be spared by my incel cruelty, there is simply no way to prevent it. I will harm my friends, myself, people I care about.

One day I will lose control. I think if I survive old age, it will not be the end, so I need someone to bullet my head before I become evil. And I know I will be evil one day. Its just a matter of time. Lifelong inceldom gave me perennial scars that will never heal. All im doing now is patching up my entire life with glue and ducktape, but its not going to last. I alerady know.