Im more status sensitive

[Sustacel250]

other incels I read online are more looks-sensitive. I read other incels focusing on appearances and so on. I must say, it didnt matter to me. What mattered all my life was social status.

For instance, that advice they give young kids "dont mind about gossip" or "dont care of what people think of you", was a type of advice I didnt follow. I was always caring what people think or whats the status situation.

My main preoccupation was to rank high and try to be in the cool kid spot. When I was younger I spent an exorbitant amount of money to be in that spot. I bought hogan shoes, the jeans, the status items including expensive consumer electronics. I also calculated how much time I can wear the same pair of jeans (2 days) before I have to change it. I changed tshirt every day. I did the cloth pairings, bought mostly trending clothing and saved not much with sales.

Im talkin about a social status suited for middle class people. Its obvious that if youre upper or lower your experience will not match with mine.

All my fantasies when I was a kid incel were about increasing my status, or having pepole talk about me. Even nowadays Im older I still have only status-related discussions. I got interested in topics like sociology social psychology philosophy and history. Because to me it always mattered how I place myself in an hierarchy and whats the hierarchy all about.

Looks. It doesnt matter to me. I think looks is a dream, its a dream for people who think they can be above hierarchy and social norms, or think there is nothing above them. In reality theres a ton of things above us: institutions, culture of your people, your country, the law, your blood, your people, humanity, hierarchies, caste systems. Some people also include religion in the bunch but I respect religion way less.

it is probably a self-justification. because as I said im ultra biased and I care mostly of social status. Looks is way less relevant to me unless is used to signal my caste, so for exampmle right now I do a homeless derelicte style for clothing. Being incel and blackpilled surprisingly didnt change my attitude, I jsut transformed all my pre-existing biases which I suspect are genetic.

My suspect is that i got genetic biases that make me want to adapt to hierarchy, regardless is the one of decaying normies. Its not that im retarded, i know it very well if I follow normie hierarchy in its current form I will be doomed. Because normies are in the decaying phase, and they are getting more and more degenerate. Its simply that rationality alone cannot allow me to detach and surpass my genetic bias predisposition. I am built to follow hierarchy, so before I implemented blackpill truth it took many years.

And blackpill truth didnt even mod my genes, im the same I was before, same status addicted kid I was back then. Im able to spot the caste of someone observing his clothing choices or trinkets. Its like in the movie american psycho (based on true behavior) where he spots social caste looking at trinkets. that movie is based on true behavior, is seen mosty in ruthless status competition. You can see it in finance schools, in banks, in managerial class situations.

I realize with wisdom of posterity, that the best to do is accept some of us have this bias, not fight against it. But we truly are easy to manipulate. I speak for myself, its super easy to make me follow my predisposition, and manipulation works on me. Because im built to follow hierarchy. Blackpill should be proactive in my opinion, should tell people "heres how you can use your genetic predisposition against normies". Not tell "reject your genetic predisposition".