I swapped school like varoufakis. Lost 1 year.
Posted: 05 Dec 2025, 05:22
I almost lost 2 years like varoufakis because I dropped from 1 university and joined another one.
Basically I went to economy because i was thinking its an easy university, which it is. But I soon noticed I was not cut for it. I was spotting the economy ideology in my textbooks, so I went away.
I realized recently the real reason why I went out of that school, isnt because Im a truth teller or anything. I like to believe im a corageous person who goes against propaganda. In reality it was incelism. I was incel and I had a deep desire to remove myself from normies.
I had several friends when I was younger and one day without premeditation I decided to drop them all, changed my phone number and decided they had no right to impose anything on me.
Previously my life had been a normie hell. I had friends who played call of duty and they forced m to play the same game. If it wasnt call of duty, it would have been halo or battlefield. One of these normie games with health self regeneration. I always found wrong these games have up to 4 weapons slots and health self regenerates.
When I say I was "forced" to play these console games. I dont mean normies pointed a gun on my head or anything. its just peer pressure, is a thing you do to "belong to the group".
This goes also for books. There is an establishment of sociosexual intellectualism. In a nutshell yuo have to affirm the beliefs of the collective, read authors everyone reads and repeat in front of women so you are cnsidered "smart". When I was younger, i realized for me it was surprisingly easy to read many books, and I was reading what normies wanted me to read: nietzsche, bukowski and some american authors were popular in my generation. You had to affirm these beliefs in front of women, and also perform a hollywood personality, so you would be accepted and maybe have sex.
One thing that ashames me the most is that I did perform the intellectual-boy social status I did bow down and I did these cringe stunts like quoting philosophers. I did it, no excuse. And I also had success doing it. I was one of the people who actually did read for real these books. Its very embarrassing to admit it. I will admit it, I did believe I could have had social status by reciting operations like a normie, and I was not even wrong because it totally works and women were considering me "smarty boy".
I never liked these authors like Schopenhauernauer and nietzsche or bukowski and fightclub. I wanted to read about animation theory or books about drawing, not "intellectual" establishment authors. I didnt want to be a normie for all my life.
A thing nobody tells you is when you "ascend" you never truly do, you will be forced to perform an artificial life for all eternity and theres no end to your humiliation.
What happened to me is this: one day I was going to the gym with my "friend" and he was an artificial friend for my artificial social personality, we both felt we needed to go gym together because we give a better social image if we are 2 and we are pre-approved and people see us as "cool". And that day I dropped weights and go out of the gym and never came back. I ghosted this asshole and I lost his contacts. Basically for me happened in a snap, I tossed the normie life out of the window and I became an incel. Dropped from university change city and join another one.
I also remained friendless and since 10 years I didnt meet any normie. During this time period I became a fanatic incel. All I believe is I have human rights and nobody has my permission to inflict an artificial identity on me. Which includes hollywood. Hollywood has no right to represent the incel identity with cringe stunts like the joker or taxi driver. Im in control and i dont follow hollywood or any celebrity. I didnt give up normie life to become a serf of another artificial personality.
Basically I went to economy because i was thinking its an easy university, which it is. But I soon noticed I was not cut for it. I was spotting the economy ideology in my textbooks, so I went away.
I realized recently the real reason why I went out of that school, isnt because Im a truth teller or anything. I like to believe im a corageous person who goes against propaganda. In reality it was incelism. I was incel and I had a deep desire to remove myself from normies.
I had several friends when I was younger and one day without premeditation I decided to drop them all, changed my phone number and decided they had no right to impose anything on me.
Previously my life had been a normie hell. I had friends who played call of duty and they forced m to play the same game. If it wasnt call of duty, it would have been halo or battlefield. One of these normie games with health self regeneration. I always found wrong these games have up to 4 weapons slots and health self regenerates.
When I say I was "forced" to play these console games. I dont mean normies pointed a gun on my head or anything. its just peer pressure, is a thing you do to "belong to the group".
This goes also for books. There is an establishment of sociosexual intellectualism. In a nutshell yuo have to affirm the beliefs of the collective, read authors everyone reads and repeat in front of women so you are cnsidered "smart". When I was younger, i realized for me it was surprisingly easy to read many books, and I was reading what normies wanted me to read: nietzsche, bukowski and some american authors were popular in my generation. You had to affirm these beliefs in front of women, and also perform a hollywood personality, so you would be accepted and maybe have sex.
One thing that ashames me the most is that I did perform the intellectual-boy social status I did bow down and I did these cringe stunts like quoting philosophers. I did it, no excuse. And I also had success doing it. I was one of the people who actually did read for real these books. Its very embarrassing to admit it. I will admit it, I did believe I could have had social status by reciting operations like a normie, and I was not even wrong because it totally works and women were considering me "smarty boy".
I never liked these authors like Schopenhauernauer and nietzsche or bukowski and fightclub. I wanted to read about animation theory or books about drawing, not "intellectual" establishment authors. I didnt want to be a normie for all my life.
A thing nobody tells you is when you "ascend" you never truly do, you will be forced to perform an artificial life for all eternity and theres no end to your humiliation.
What happened to me is this: one day I was going to the gym with my "friend" and he was an artificial friend for my artificial social personality, we both felt we needed to go gym together because we give a better social image if we are 2 and we are pre-approved and people see us as "cool". And that day I dropped weights and go out of the gym and never came back. I ghosted this asshole and I lost his contacts. Basically for me happened in a snap, I tossed the normie life out of the window and I became an incel. Dropped from university change city and join another one.
I also remained friendless and since 10 years I didnt meet any normie. During this time period I became a fanatic incel. All I believe is I have human rights and nobody has my permission to inflict an artificial identity on me. Which includes hollywood. Hollywood has no right to represent the incel identity with cringe stunts like the joker or taxi driver. Im in control and i dont follow hollywood or any celebrity. I didnt give up normie life to become a serf of another artificial personality.