I am losing control of my sanity

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Overall I think I will talk to some psychiatrist. Because lately ive been very destructive. Im losing patience.

I had normies infect me with their talking points. I reacted by changing topic entirely and I started to talk abut my feces. Literally, I told them about my poop review and I wrote a table and printed it. Gave it to normies at the gas company.

I am not sane in the head. Performances like these have a rational explanation but I am becoming a man that follows his own logic, basically a crazy person. I can explain precisely the logic I followed, i feel like shit this why I do it. So next to do is reconquer my sanity. Im just tired of normies pushing their nonsense on me. For once I want to be the one who pushes my shit on them.