International Brotherhood of Men

Chud wrote: 09 Nov 2025, 10:46 I"ve thought about something.I"ve been like this for the past 3 almost 4 years of my life.Back in highschool i was the quiet type.I did jestermaxxx a little bit back then but i barely made friends.My classmates would go to the yard each break and smoke.They also had sex apparently.I"ve stalked their instagram pages after finishing highschool.Half the foids are married now and 2 of them have kids and another 2 are pregnant.It truly shows that NT pepole can have a good happy life after they finish their studies.I envy them.I know nothing of what happend to the boys in my class.I only kept in touch with one guy who left my country to live and work in Germany.He's a virgin unlike me who visited an escort.I'm wondering what did i do wrong when it comes to living my life?Back in high school i barely interacted with girls.I mostly kept to myself cause i was anxious i guess.I failed at life and i feel bad about it.2 years after finishing high school and 11 months almost of being NEET.Have taught me that life gets hard and dull.It's a cycle of feelings sometimes good other times bad feelings.But coping with entertainment and food+music helps.Best part is that i'm no longer taking my anti-psychosis meds.I'm getting better.