Alone
Posted: 09 Nov 2025, 02:27
the price of being alone; while it brings peace and avoids unnecessary trouble, it also means no one to help or protect you
I got into tons of stuff. Painting, animation, banjo music, games.
Overall my reasoning is that normies want my life to be shit. So i have to make it good to spite them.
Before I die I want to burn all my art. because it can happen this: Someone will discover I stockpiled art, and someone will take credit for it. Or they will sell it.
Or worse. I seen normies who get pussy quoting authors. For example they quote nietzsche or quote someone else equivalent status. They then have sex. But the author of the book didnt get pussy. I want to get pussy, I dont want other people to get pussy with products of my labor, I would consider it eternal slavery. Its unfair in this life i didnt get pussy, so I dont want anyone else to get it using the fruits of my own labor.
That said, it could also be I am hallucinating and I am deluded. I dont think im great or anything. Im just pondering possibilities. To avoid any trouble I will burn it all. I dont want any normie to get 1 cent from anything I made. Overall I put my soul in my craft, and I dont want anyone to get pussy thanks to it. I wanted pussy and I deserved it. So nobody else is allowed to get pussy and if someone wants pussy he has to sweat for it with fruits of his own labor.