
So I started using kratom again. If you've never heard of kratom before it is a tree native to southeast asia. The leaves can make you feel stimulated in low doses or sedated and high doses. It makes you more sociable and also has opioid-like properties in terms of pain relief and the buzz it gives you, though it's nowhere near as strong and addictive as heroin/oxycontin etc. It's also completely legal in most places.

So recently I bought 4 oz of powdered Green Thai leaf and I've been parachuting it with these gel pouches I bought. You can fill capsules with it, mix it into water, or just spoon it into your mouth and chase it down with drink.
It tastes like dirt but with the pouches I can swallow it without tasting it, and it makes me feel hella good and chill when I'm in the evening relaxing from wagecucking. It makes me happy without making me retarded like weed does and it only stays in your system for a week instead of for months like weed can. Also it isn't typically tested in most standard 5-panel drug tests. It only pops on the more comprehensive ones. And also it's way cheaper.
It can be addictive but it's not that bad, lots of heroin addicts have actually used it to wean themselves off stronger opioids.