International Brotherhood of Men

Figured out a way to over come my biological needs by using the torch on your phone at max and blinding your eyes .

rever wrote: 04 Oct 2025, 06:14 Figured out a way to over come my biological needs by using the torch on your phone at max and blinding your eyes .

It's pathetic. Just stop caring about it. There is nothing wrong about biological needs

Today I overcame biology

I Will no longer upload any posts as i over came my biology

Total 2 times yesterday.
Now i will just closer my eyes.

And do combat breathing

is this a wank journal lmao

I discovered my TRUE self

I have realized that all these years I am like RINO [ Republican in name only] . Despite thinking of myself as MGTOW and other ideology , in fact I was just using these Ideas as ways to use and justify my failure in Porn use.

All these years I was subconsciously creating situations where I can justify the use of Porn even though all my ideals are opposed to it . In order to rectify this I will dedicate next few days to become patriotic of my ideas and ideals

I used porn for 7 years and understood it was a problem for 4 years . So when I followed ideologies which I wanted to use to overcome my addiction , a prerequisite for using the ideology was that it goes as per my concept of individual.

This looks good in logic as it preserves my individuality but the problem was that at age 15 the only thing that I subconsciously considered as my own interest was porn . So despite 4 years of fighting porn I used my individuality as a filter for the application of how to combat porn . It was like asking a fat guy how to get thin.

This error was discovered by me and now I purged my individuality and now am loyal devotee of my ideals and ideology.

Failed in half of college subjects due to my focus to solve this problem

That's because I thought policed my self and told I am enslaved to my ideology.
Now I consider myself as fusion of different ideologies.

Total faps
August 43
September 25
Till Oct 22 = 19

Rather than spending 2h on porn , I will read great books for 2h everyday

I realized that I am married to porn.
And now I am ghosting my wife

Marriage drains vitality and time which porn also does

here in this post marriage and relationships are used interchangeably .

In marriage and porn we project the ideal situation which does not exist just like ideal gas . The only reason men watch porn is for a release which is similar to getting married for kids, while one slaves away for his offspring the other slaves away for the next genetic release which in past implied genetic success.

Porn and blue pill relations have ideals which have all same formats of exposure . For example Smut and romance books, drawings and comics on porn and romance, watching romance and porn movies and anime.

rever wrote: 24 Oct 2025, 07:48 I realized that I am married to porn.
And now I am ghosting my wife

You have a wife? Wtf why are you even on this website? Go fuck your wife

rever wrote: 24 Oct 2025, 07:48 I realized that I am married to porn.
And now I am ghosting my wife

Never mind I just realized that was a metaphor

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