I am very numb when I live, and I often feel that living is boring

[ygzgcjr]

I am a disabled person from a rural area in northeast China. I was born with a disability caused by lack of oxygen in my brain.When I was a child, I was forced to drop out of school by violence, and I stayed at home all the time. I wanted to go out to work, and my family opposed it.My peers have gone out to work for many years, but I have been at home all my life. I want to go out to work, but my family opposes it. It's 31. I want to find a girl like me who has no living history.By some Chinese netizens online stormFor years.Now I am very numb, and I often feel that it is boring to live

[General Alek]

I am a disabled person from a rural area in northeast China. I was born with a disability caused by lack of oxygen in my brain.When I was a child, I was forced to drop out of school by violence, and I stayed at home all the time. I wanted to go out to work, and my family opposed it.My peers have gone out to work for many years, but I have been at home all my life. I want to go out to work, but my family opposes it. It's 31. I want to find a girl like me who has no living history.By some Chinese netizens online stormFor years.Now I am very numb, and I often feel that it is boring to live

You belong here

[SonOfElliotRodger]

I am a disabled person from a rural area in northeast China. I was born with a disability caused by lack of oxygen in my brain.When I was a child, I was forced to drop out of school by violence, and I stayed at home all the time. I wanted to go out to work, and my family opposed it.My peers have gone out to work for many years, but I have been at home all my life. I want to go out to work, but my family opposes it. It's 31. I want to find a girl like me who has no living history.By some Chinese netizens online stormFor years.Now I am very numb, and I often feel that it is boring to live

I am sorry you have to deal with this comrade.

But based on what you just posted I see myself in you. I literally have experienced most of what you posted. I am close in age to you too.

Though I finished schooling and I am from the U.S but of Pakistani origin. Though I am US born and raised.

Everything else you posted I can very well relate to

[Tovarishcel]

i think you are first brocel here from China
Welcome i hope you find home here

[ygzgcjr]

I am a disabled person from a rural area in northeast China. I was born with a disability caused by lack of oxygen in my brain.When I was a child, I was forced to drop out of school by violence, and I stayed at home all the time. I wanted to go out to work, and my family opposed it.My peers have gone out to work for many years, but I have been at home all my life. I want to go out to work, but my family opposes it. It's 31. I want to find a girl like me who has no living history.By some Chinese netizens online stormFor years.Now I am very numb, and I often feel that it is boring to live

You belong here

I'm now Often feel It's no fun to live

[ygzgcjr]

I am a disabled person from a rural area in northeast China. I was born with a disability caused by lack of oxygen in my brain.When I was a child, I was forced to drop out of school by violence, and I stayed at home all the time. I wanted to go out to work, and my family opposed it.My peers have gone out to work for many years, but I have been at home all my life. I want to go out to work, but my family opposes it. It's 31. I want to find a girl like me who has no living history.By some Chinese netizens online stormFor years.Now I am very numb, and I often feel that it is boring to live

I am sorry you have to deal with this comrade.

But based on what you just posted I see myself in you. I literally have experienced most of what you posted. I am close in age to you too.

Though I finished schooling and I am from the U.S but of Pakistani origin. Though I am US born and raised.

Everything else you posted I can very well relate to

Alas, I am too tired to live

[Tovarishcel]

I am a disabled person from a rural area in northeast China. I was born with a disability caused by lack of oxygen in my brain.When I was a child, I was forced to drop out of school by violence, and I stayed at home all the time. I wanted to go out to work, and my family opposed it.My peers have gone out to work for many years, but I have been at home all my life. I want to go out to work, but my family opposes it. It's 31. I want to find a girl like me who has no living history.By some Chinese netizens online stormFor years.Now I am very numb, and I often feel that it is boring to live

You belong here

I'm now Often feel It's no fun to live

what are your ways to cope?

[ygzgcjr]

i think you are first brocel here from China
Welcome i hope you find home here

I have been subjected to cyber violence in China because I wanted to gain my rights and interests. A fortune-telling charlatan in China told me the year before last.In that year, if I didn't give up my rights and interests as a person, there would be a serious bloody disaster, but it didn't happen, but it also affected my mood. Last year, I started a business on China's e-commerce platform，I'm not in the mood to start a business later, and I'm full of it

[ygzgcjr]

You belong here

I'm now Often feel It's no fun to live

what are your ways to cope?

I now use alcoholism to paralyze myself every day, and then I go crazy to my family after drinking it

[Tovarishcel]

i think you are first brocel here from China
Welcome i hope you find home here

I have been subjected to cyber violence in China because I wanted to gain my rights and interests. A fortune-telling charlatan in China told me the year before last.In that year, if I didn't give up my rights and interests as a person, there would be a serious bloody disaster, but it didn't happen, but it also affected my mood. Last year, I started a business on China's e-commerce platform，I'm not in the mood to start a business later, and I'm full of it

do you have experience with coding or web design/developer?

[Tovarishcel]

I'm now Often feel It's no fun to live

what are your ways to cope?

I now use alcoholism to paralyze myself every day, and then I go crazy to my family after drinking it

what is your favorite type of alcohol?

[ygzgcjr]

i think you are first brocel here from China
Welcome i hope you find home here

I have been subjected to cyber violence in China because I wanted to gain my rights and interests. A fortune-telling charlatan in China told me the year before last.In that year, if I didn't give up my rights and interests as a person, there would be a serious bloody disaster, but it didn't happen, but it also affected my mood. Last year, I started a business on China's e-commerce platform，I'm not in the mood to start a business later, and I'm full of it

do you have experience with coding or web design/developer?

Experience in website development

[ygzgcjr]

what are your ways to cope?

I now use alcoholism to paralyze myself every day, and then I go crazy to my family after drinking it

beer

what is your favorite type of alcohol?