How the dissidoid right demoralized me.

[Sustacel250]

- Convinced me to not do military training. Now im relatively untrained.
- Convinced me politics is bad or pointless. I abandoned politics, I should have stayed.

Lucky me, I was able to remoralize myself. But I intimately know the demoralization because I suffered it.

Also, the demoralization runs on truth, there is a layer of truth in it. And this is why it was effective. Now as for the future, I will try fix what I can and I made mistakes. Next thing to do I go back to politics, yes it is useful and yes it can help.

When I was in politics I had control of a little club electricity payed by taxpayers, I would use free public transport. Its "nothing" on a grand scale but is something on a small one. And merely learning the culture of institutions in my local area isnt "nothing" it is something, it is useful knowledge. Networking is useful. Learn to do teamsport is useful.

Due to my natural tendency I am inclined to be a solo player. But indulging in this tendency has been a mistake, I should have challenged myself more, at least as far as to achieve integration with normies. There are ways to preserve your solo player attitude still relating to other people around you.

Maybe one day I will be able to help someone younger than me, showing these ways. So that they dont turn into an useless chud or a demralized doomer.