I focused all my life on normies.

[Sustacel250]

Relatively recently i got into conspiracies, now I know what to do.

But I dont think that hatng normies was fruitless in my life. I got to experience a very cool life. Lots of episodes and attempts to become normie, or conquer the normies or do what normies do or experiments.

Like that time i tried t learn smoking habits, and I was with my roommate, he was laughing observing my cringe behavior on the mirror. Or, one time I tried to enter normie groups because I had the belief that if I pierce them, and self insert, then I will become their leader. So I broke what I call "normie formations". Or, I try to impose my presence on random normies, or staring at them without a reason.

I tried ltos of tricks.. It isnt useless, its just Ididnt know better. Now I know betterr. Instead of focus on normies I have plan now.

[Tovarishcel]

They need to be deleted

[Sustacel250]

They need to be deleted

I see normies similar to a canvas that we get to paint on.

Some people imagine a world wthout canvas, no limitations. but rarely people can express themselves without rules and limits. So if I were to delete normies I dont think I would become freer. I would rot and have no canvas on which to project myself.

Thanks to normies I can have a project in life, and without them I would be a barbarian in a forest. Normies are the default "reality of life" or the collection of cultural scripts that exist at the moment. The canvas represents physical constraints you decided to adapt to.

So the normies in my metaphor become reference points, and I can attempt pull of some new scripts and get to ground myself into their world. Without them, I would probably feel sense of disorder and no structure, not real freedom. I predict I would feel like just living like an animal.