My teen rebel phase = conspiracy truth

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When I was teen I was less articulate less IQmaxed, less infomaxed, I was still right about everything.

- I was reading on the history of philosophy course about these deities, noticing every people had gods that "look like them". That hinted me the idea humans invent gods. And for some reason I done the association immediately, I also acquired the habit of saying it "when we humans invented god we did this and that". Later, thru conspriacy theories I realized my insight was spot-on and my perception was correct. This is the advantage jewish people have for example, they are compelled to invent gods so they can control their fate.

Instead communists, christians, muslims, they cant invent gods, they are doomed to follow the script they have been given.

- I was saying we have to invent ideologies. Kids mocked me. It was popular to follow communism. Nazism also popular but mostly on the internet. If youre a kid, you are surrounded you really cant affirm yourself vs nazis and communists. But I tried anyway. You can imagine how many times I was embarrassed by my commuunist teachers, some historians mogged me and they brutalized me. Leninist historians proved a true challenge. Life was full of hostility. I was edtermined to not get fooled by ideologies.

Latr, I realized I was right all along, all these ideologies are scripts, I can see clearer now.

- In my culture they quoted from "il gattopardo" its a book where some teenagers join a warband and conquer all italian territories. A teen kid says "why would I join them fuck these people". And the adults moralize him telling "you dint join heroes, shut up, you have no right to judge whoever enters action". the moral lesson is action are superior compared to inetntions, trying to rebel against the tides of history is futile you should always join a warband and do whatever the elites tell you. and only if you follow elites they artificially craft a false sense of heroism that you can then leverage to extort respect.

Instead I realized this is all fake. whoever joins a pre-determined path, is a massive coward. True courage is found in heroes who rebel against the collective, challenge fate and history itself. that is the truth. And whoever joins the left-right or communism vs capitalism was the coward. Rebellion is the path of the hero. Only way to do it is reject the frame of reference of the normie multitudes.