why I did nothing about my male balding pattern.

[Sustacel250]

When I was a teen I had an haircut. My brother developed male balding at age 30. I thought at the same age I would have developed the same issue, so I went online to seek solutions. I was thinking "surely medical science improved and there are solutions".

I learn of the existence of a profession, the trichologist. I get informed about the drugs they use to make you hair not fall from the head. I enter a forum of bald people... and I just observe them for a while.

My observation was this: they were all low mood, all depress. A significant portion of them was writing poetry, some of it also very fun because someone wrote montale parodies comparing dead soldiers to his fallen hair.

These people had an attitude of "all is lost lie down and rot". Lie down, and enjoy the mood of being lost in life and have no purpose. Everyone is low energy, everyone is a depress sack of shit.

At one point I think, could it be the pharma? Could it be there is something that is making them this way? I learn later that all these pharma do something to kill sex drive. Basically the hormones they give you kill your male instincts, they kill your testosterone and all sorts of other hormones. Im not a doctor.

Most of these people were using finasteride and minoxidil. And I learned later these are drugs also used by the trannies. But trannies referred to them as "feminization drugs". I repeat Im not a doctor.

Then I go inside incel scene, and most people also use finasteride and minoxidil. Inside of the lookismcel community, they use these tranny drugs to keep their hair. And I observe the same situation: all incels are low mood, they behave like castrated eunuchs, low energy, low shitpost count, low creativity, low everything. They are all hollow dead empty shells that can only complain about life, listen to sad music and write poetic stuff.

Is it a coincidence? ChatGPT told me its all a coincidence and Im seeing nocebo effect because of my selection bias. Could be. Then why all the normies I know who are under drugs always display similar behavior patterns? Why everyone takes dangerous hormones and drugs so lightly? Why they dont question the doctor prescription? Why they always behave like rotting zombies?

In any case. It could be that I am having a delusion, it could be that I am seeing things due to my selection bias. It could be anything, but I decided regardless of that I will not do that. I will not end up obsessed about hair. Regardless if its merely psychologic effect, or is simply an effect of the pharma. What I seen on the internet is real, and people are all obsessive and low morale. If caring about my hair turns me into a zombie, I will not do that.

The irony is that I didnt even lose my hair. I inherited the genes of my grandma, so I have thinner hair but they stay put. Im over 30 since a while, and unlike my brother I didnt lose hair. So it was all pointless worrying. But I still made the decision, so I shaved my head with the razor and I keep it that way since then. I keep this decision, I just let my hair grow a while just mog and disrespect lookismcels. Just to tell them "fuck you I have hair and you dont". I do it simply to show disrespect, I cut my hair for disrespect and mockery.