How is like to be the wizard meme.

[Sustacel250]

I represent this meme pretty good. Basically there is a barrier between me and people. I became a part of the surroundings, I think I am irrelevant to most people. What I am changes, I am an irrelevant dead branch in my family, or a weird irrelevant uncle at times. In social situations im an irrelevant person dressed anonymously.

This is why I dont get blackpills, nor any social interaction except the cops and drug dealers and so on. But its a world of shadows where I dissolve in the environment before im dead.

Some incels call it "the slow death", because they think our existence is a way to die super slowly super painfully. Instead of die quick like a boomer with a heart stroke we die and take 60 years to do so. We are already decomposing. Maybe zombie movies predicted the rise of the wizard meme and we are the zombie apocalypse. Half dead half alive people.