another new year alone me pc and my dog

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this year i almost did it bcs i was in capital bcs of some things and i have ''friend'' close to capital and we said we will spend new year togheter but he is as bad person and evil like me and he dislikes me secretly bcs we are fighting in shadows for domination in our group and disagree with everything so he said he is going somwhere with his parents so 30th decomber i came back to my shit hole litle town and today he texted me that he forgot to tell me that his parents agreed for him to stay and home and he forgot to tell me. its nothing new to me i have been lied and betrayed like this my whole life i had like 5 friend groups for past 6 years and all of them ended up colapsing or they abandoned me i climbed roof of my home and stayed in one place freezing to death looking and whole city covered in explosions of colors my life is so fucking miserable to end of it my sis called me like 10 mins ago happy at her home party ( she is stacy ) and we had lil talk but i feel bad knowing everyone i know exept me is spending this time with someone or in some special way

[SonOfElliotRodger]

Brutal