I dont like extremists.

[Sustacel250]

I am incel. I deal daily with: unresolved personal pain, I got sexually humiliated repeatedly (mostly by older women), loneliness, general humiliation (in life, im lower status), feeling of anger that I struggle to keep in check. I got also personal traumas, like my dad was dead, my sister died (motorbike accident). Whatever. Everyone got issues.

I dont want to boast my "issues", anyone has them.

So I hear these "extremists" and they often want to convince me since they have an issue or 2, then I have to lick their anus. They will blame "society" but they dont understand society, like unabomber. Unabomber does not understands society. Accelerationists dont understand "the system". All these people assume they are special because they have 1 or 2 problems. They dont know probably the issues of a stacy (like, her fingernail issues) are much more relevant and pressing than their "problems".

Stacy has problems too, for example she maybe went to the hair saloon and they burned her hair too thin so she copes with expensive lotions. You dont understand what a trauma it causes. Im serious, you dont understand it. Imagine a person whose entire existence relies on her sexual value, one day someone screws up her looks. Its a serious issue.
Im not joking. Im not establishing an hierarchy of victimhood. Im saying trauma is subjective and personal. So its very probable that the stacy at hair saloon has an internal emotional life all about her beauty. If something screws up in her beauty pipeline she will have trauma far greater than what I had when my sister died. This is a possibility.

People care about: their appearance, their career, their physical strength. I care about my right hand proficiency with drawing. If one day while im shooting darts I pierce my hand for an issue or when im woodworking i lose a finger, I will lose it all and kill myself. Which is why I was hearing a girl that got convid clotshot and lost her hand skills (she had hand trembling), her art career was over.

Psychologically, trauma is not defined by what happened but by what it means to the person. You can be humiliated, exposed or betrayed or whatever. Some incels in the past were noticing that women in africa cope with rape super easy. In the west "rape experience" is so much emphasized that the woman will be held trapped in an endless "rape status" that discourages scotomization. Their conclusion was self serving, incels decided that "rape is cool because in africa is daily life" but a point to notice is the way your issues are treated may contribute to how you personally deal with a problem. Maybe having this huge health apparatus and psychodrama industry does not helps anyone.

The extremists act like this: "My pain is deep and meaningful your pain is trivial and stupid"

As an incel stateless man, I dont think this makes sense. Society always imposes on us ideas of martyrdom, heroes and so forth. But I was cast outside of society, who says I have to respect their victim pyramids or their weird caste systems? For me, an environmental guru like greta is a morally reprehensible person, for people inserted into the normie matrix shes some sort of hero who makes "personal sacrifices". Not to me, im disconnected from the normie matrix.

Im going to evaluate my own trauma using my own methods. Society lost control of my emotional evolution since a while. Extremist people in my view are hypernormies. I am mimicking the sarcasm of unabomber. I see him as an "hyper normie", hes too conformed and he perceives only his own issues exist. He also cannot invent original ideas so he resorted to copy pasting french authors.

[VH911]

i'm not an extremist. i'm an radical.