Cringe gives me physical pain

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For example I observed a dude who was fat sincerely believing hes a "chub femboy". And I felt a level of cringe that made me feel stomach pain.

Theres a book from houellebecq where the protagonist puked on a girl because she was cringe. The scene: girl in her 30s dances in front of him, hes incel, but he has a puke reaction instead.

People dont know that these physical reactions exist. Not only in movies, I mean, I had them in real life. For example when I see normies embarassing themselves, I have great empathy and I feel their sensations, so I am able to feel their inner confidence, and this makes my head spin and I throw up.

Symptoms: Feel bad on the stomach, cold sweat as if im having diarrhea, muscle tightens, gagging reflex, urge to vomit.

When I was younger I remember touch a girl hand and I start crying. Overall I can describe emotions like powerful waves of energy that float around, I can get angry or sad depending whatever is around me.

Cringe specifically makes me throw up. So when you read houellebecq with all these incels who have visceral reactions to women, just know is all real life, nothing is invented. Woman fakeness can give you cringe physical pain reactions. Which is why I became so much a misogynist online and a social outcast incel.