Female Body are overrated

[Rever]

Figured out a way to over come my biological needs by using the torch on your phone at max and blinding your eyes .

[VH911]

Figured out a way to over come my biological needs by using the torch on your phone at max and blinding your eyes .

It's pathetic. Just stop caring about it. There is nothing wrong about biological needs

[Rever]

I Will no longer upload any posts as i over came my biology

[Sumzero]

is this a wank journal lmao

[Rever]

I have realized that all these years I am like RINO [ Republican in name only] . Despite thinking of myself as MGTOW and other ideology , in fact I was just using these Ideas as ways to use and justify my failure in Porn use.

All these years I was subconsciously creating situations where I can justify the use of Porn even though all my ideals are opposed to it . In order to rectify this I will dedicate next few days to become patriotic of my ideas and ideals

[Rever]

I used porn for 7 years and understood it was a problem for 4 years . So when I followed ideologies which I wanted to use to overcome my addiction , a prerequisite for using the ideology was that it goes as per my concept of individual.

This looks good in logic as it preserves my individuality but the problem was that at age 15 the only thing that I subconsciously considered as my own interest was porn . So despite 4 years of fighting porn I used my individuality as a filter for the application of how to combat porn . It was like asking a fat guy how to get thin.

This error was discovered by me and now I purged my individuality and now am loyal devotee of my ideals and ideology.

[Rever]

That's because I thought policed my self and told I am enslaved to my ideology.
Now I consider myself as fusion of different ideologies.

[Rever]

Total faps
August 43
September 25
Till Oct 22 = 19

[Rever]

Rather than spending 2h on porn , I will read great books for 2h everyday

[Rever]

I realized that I am married to porn.
And now I am ghosting my wife

[Rever]

Marriage drains vitality and time which porn also does

[Rever]

here in this post marriage and relationships are used interchangeably .

In marriage and porn we project the ideal situation which does not exist just like ideal gas . The only reason men watch porn is for a release which is similar to getting married for kids, while one slaves away for his offspring the other slaves away for the next genetic release which in past implied genetic success.

Porn and blue pill relations have ideals which have all same formats of exposure . For example Smut and romance books, drawings and comics on porn and romance, watching romance and porn movies and anime.

[KingDavid]

I realized that I am married to porn.
And now I am ghosting my wife

You have a wife? Wtf why are you even on this website? Go fuck your wife

[KingDavid]

I realized that I am married to porn.
And now I am ghosting my wife

Never mind I just realized that was a metaphor

[Interferon]

NNN coming soon brocel. Hold it in. If you must, don't use porn.

[Rever]

In last 24h I watched porn 3 times but kept thinking ape videos playing in the background. He himself said that he has intellectually induced asexuality so by listening to his wisdom I have reached the temporary state where my need for wisdom exceeds that is biology.

This idea I thought in past but dismissed it as I believed that my desire for porn surpasses that of motown. How wrong was I?

[Rever]

New acronym that will be used in the future posts in this topic .
Tia : thinking induced asexuality

[Rever]

I see thinking ape as father I wish I had .

[Rever]

Here so forth I will refer to thinking ape as my dad

[Rever]

Dad said that men have a void to connect intellectually . Hence by filling that void I am satisfied more than watching a porn video, reading hentai manga or smut novel. This is why I believe that I am fulfilled and satisfied.