I made some mistakes that costed me years

[Sustacel250]

When I was 18 I was deluded, thinking if I lost 1 year maybe dropping out of school, I would have done a great damage and would be "left behind". Little did I know of the mistakes I would do later, stuff that destroyed 5 or 8 years of my life. Mistakes so big, I had no preparation for it.

When I was 18 I was much more influenced by normies, I was believing timing is essential. I wanted to be in the timeframe, was thinking one wrong move and im out of the cool kid spot. For a shithead teen such as myself in that age range, this is perfectly normal. And normies also pressured me, telling me I cannot afford to lose 1 year.

In all honesty losing 1 year is nothing and doesnt matter. What I learned later, is that if you commit to a false story for 10 years this brings much more ruin than just 1 lost year maybe because you dropped from school and joined another school. Mistakes can be fixed. You can even turn around your life and become a carpenter or a good construction worker.

If instead you follow false ideas, it can demolish your entire life quicker than you realize.

Its what I think happens to religious people. What if you enter a mormon community and they make you step 1 layer above, lets say they give you an artificial status boost just for participation trophy. Or you enter the jehovah group and their status progression is even more clownish than that, they have roles and status allocation even for people who hold the mic. Im not joking, to hold the mic in jehovah group you have to possess some form of social status.

So once youre trapped in such a normie shitstained status based mechanism, your mind wlil run 1000+ copes and you will think "i invested in this group identity, I cannot lose investment". Its diabolical, its why cults arise out of the nowhere and keep people submerged in cope for a long time.

For someone to abandon his jehovah cope takes titanium coated balls and the resolve of someone who will toss away all his accumulated social status. Its uncommon. Did you see many normies doing it? Exactly, it happens rarely. I seen it mostly in the convid fiasco, doctors with reputable careers were 100% willing to lose their social status to criticize the "official narratives". But this happens because doctors are not normies. Doctors by avg are the most scientific and moral people alive, because medicine is one of the toughest universities out there. So doctors by avg have titanium coated balls and can do moral choices. Doctors are the true heroes against normie life.

In our low status groups is different, we are losers craving for social status. And is very rare some of us will be able to refuse reject the status and realize obvious mistakes.

My main mistakes were: I trusted confident people on the internet because I wanted to believe them. I mistook their emotions for "this is important". Later I realized it doesnt matter if some emotion is relatable, it can be false anyway. Literature can also be false even if emotionally "makes sense". I also treated understanding others as "moral duty". Basically if im able to understand someone else therefore I have moral duty. that was another mistake, I have no moral duty to "help fellow incel".

So these mistakes costed me A LOT. I will be sure to cash in the experience because I payed it high cost. I did this shitpost just to warn you. If you make mistakes you better fix them quickly. its like in videogame coding, do mistakes soon and do more mistakes or else you have to fix a broken game.

In gaming, I tried to fix broken things made by normies, I always tell them the truth: you better start from scratch theres no fixing this mess. I refer to rigging and animation. If the normie made a mess, nobody can fix it without altering it significantly. Wat is best to do attimes is throw it all in the trash. Same with these manuresphere ideatoins. Maybe we should just toss them.

[Interferon]

Same. I lost 2-3 years plus giving money to the Jews to do a useless degree because taking a gap year was considered being the same a loser.

[VH911]

Same. I lost 2-3 years plus giving money to the Jews to do a useless degree because taking a gap year was considered being the same a loser.

still doing biochemistry?